About me
My Background Story
My name is Jutta Robinson, and here is a short story about myself, my journey, and my drive to pursue the wonderful technique of Quantum Healing Hypnosis.
Working with energies has always felt natural to me. I remember, as a preschool child, talking with what I would call today light beings, guides, and guardian angels. They were my companions and protectors during a time of loneliness. We lived in Germany then, and I was raised by two very hardworking parents. They put me to bed very early, which made me feel really alone, but in reality, I wasn’t. The light beings were always with me.
In my teens, I was in a constant rebellious state. I felt disconnected from spirit and was unconsciously in a constant search for it. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one, and I made friends with kindred spirits to walk a wondrous path of discovery together for a while. This led us to various esoteric practices, always aiming towards finding ourselves. I began a course in a natural healing school that lasted three years, where I learned about the body and explored all healing modalities available at the time. In 1992, I was initiated into Reiki, a healing modality that is well-known today but wasn’t as common back then, at least not where I lived.
Reiki is based on the laying on of hands to allow energy to flow through the practitioner to the recipient. A simple explanation of what Reiki does is that it refills you with new life force energy, refreshing and revitalising the body, mind, and spirit.
I moved to the UK with my husband, and we had two children, whom we homeschooled. We had daily gatherings with other homeschooling families and enjoyed a wonderful time of learning and growing. When my youngest was ten years old, my husband began experiencing symptoms in his body, which later morphed into constant pain. He sought help through conventional channels, but they dismissed him, offering creams and painkillers until it was too late. This isn’t the full story, but I’ll condense it here. In the end, my dear husband and soulmate transitioned, and my world collapsed around me. I fell into a very dark night of the soul, which took me almost a year to emerge from.
Everything happens for a reason, even if we don’t see or understand it and it feels unfair. Thus began my personal great awakening. With the support of my beautiful friends, many magical miracles occurred along the way. The reason this beautiful soul had to depart from his earthly existence so soon was to help catapult me to a higher state of consciousness. Apparently, we have been doing this across many lifetimes, helping each other progress more quickly in our spiritual development. Through QHHT, I remembered one of my past lives in which I was the male, and I died, leaving a wife and two children behind—he was that wife. This was a pattern that, thankfully, will not repeat itself anymore. The energies of the planet have shifted enough to render this system of progress redundant. So, I learned.
In the first two years after his transition, I saw and felt his energy a few times during meditations, coming closer through a lit doorway. At that time, it was necessary to undertake a great deal of emotional healing, which was beneficial for both of us. I discovered that your loved one’s soul heals faster as you heal. One morning, as I was slowly waking up, I heard what I can only describe as a radio station dialing in. With my inner ear, I heard his voice saying he was okay, travelling, and in China at that moment. Before I could respond, he left me with a sentence that would become pivotal.
He said: “Here, it is different than you think.” His voice disappeared before I could question him further. I would say that was very clever of him—he knew me well and understood that I would feel compelled to seek the answer. Thus began my journey of research, which eventually led me to QHHT.